just finished watching yuuki on tudou.
argh, i totally teared when i saw him with his bandages..
then he talked abt his fear.. T.T
he looked so tired and sad when he said 'just living alone is very taxing for me'
tt was super sad!
then cos the atmosphere suddenly became v tense,
he quickly changed his tone and said he was joking..
though he smiled and his tone was no longer sad, the smile nvr reached his eyes..
it's damn hard to act this way, like you sound happy and you smile,
yet. you dun feel how you look.
from the acting point of view, it's hard to act like this, having to express what the char DOESN'T want to show.
from the char's point of view, it's torture having to show wad you dun feel..
argh.. tt scene is super sad.. ):
then there's another sad scene too,
it was happy all the way till they say 'it's the last time we saw yuuki smile,
even till the end, the yuuki in the end still smiled..'
T.T
then the scene froze with him smiling widely..
he said he wanted to visit everyone who came to visit him when he's recovered.
the movie started with tt, and ended with tt too.
'arigato!' *smiles*
that was his last word..
his last wish, to thank everyone.

he taught everyone to cherish today's every min, every sec.
to grab hold of opportunities in life and make the best of them.
to work toward their dreams and nvr have regrets,
and tt's how he lived his life,
with no regrets (:
rest in peace, yuuki.

ahhh~~ i'm super sad right now..
just watched the movie 'yuuki' by kamenashi kazuya and it's a DAMN sad movie!!
it's like this guy yuuki got this super rare disease tt threatened to take his life away..
and he was so full of life and so vibrant!
like he encourages and motivates his frens to face up to their probs and to nvr give up!
he does the same with his own situation.. (:
in many cases, however trivial, he seems to be able to create his own future and miracles. like the one with the grapes, it seemed imposs, but he did it.
and the train tracks, he manipulated and got things done his way and oso on the way, helped his fren to solve his love prob.
tt's a great fren, a great person with a bubbly and nvr-say-die personality,
one who din deserve to be diagnosed with such a terrible disease!
):
but i only managed to watch half the movie cos mysoju.com doesn't show the entire movie.. and they say they uploaded everything alr.. ):
i next time go HMV/CD shops to see if they sell it..
i doubt it though.. hope when we go japan, i can buy it!

ahh.. kame-kun acted so so well!
like you can totally tell tt he's acting strong and it's when he's alone tt he actually showed his weakness and fear..
tt's the parts when you totally sympathise with him and blame whoever for taking his everything away..
he din deserve it.
i cried throughout the movie, it's tt touching (:
watch it, though it may be a disappointment cos the uploads are lacking.
but seriously, it's good.

lol blogging from MOE heh sound zai.
actually slacking now, shld've sth to do but dun feel like asking the pple if got anotxP
will go ask after blogging heh.
anw, nth much to blog abt, ytd went tkd bbq outing
where everyone else besides lynn and i are staying overnight! ):
i'm so jealous but we're gna have a slpover next yr! heh heh!
so excited :P
lol lynn took me for a ride on eug's bike cos chris said she has nvr seen b4 LOL.
it was fun for lynn, scary for me haha i was struggling not to fallxP
anw ate alot, talk abit less and they oso celebrated zhi hao's bdae, i nvr ask when was it (paiseh).
ok then went home and crashed but of cos i bathed first.
went to bed xiang xiang! haha
okok end post, gtg.

another nice nice song by Kamenashi Kazuya!
actually, it's by his band, KAT-TUN which stands for each of their initials.
he's the unofficial spokesperson for the band, means he gets to talk alotxD
shall post his pic next time!
the song's REAL FACE btw, dno if it'll show in the player.
(the first voice is Kame-kun's!)

ok day 3 of work.
it's getting more and more exciting!
haha ytd, i photocopied this stack of papers and stapled them tgt,
then today, colleague hanbing told me tt she needs me to un-staple them and re-staple them into some recruitment info booklet.
and there's this whole 10 sheets of paper just for the renumeration category!
tt's how much tchers get paid + all the benefits!!
wah siao like under some plan, they get payouts every 3-5 yrs of quite a few thousands!!
imba..
then i helped to call up sch's GOs to find tchers
but obviously they won't be there since it's the hols.
argh, tml is quite sian, cos have to answer calls for another colleague jingfang
cos whoever tcher i called today is gna call back either tml or fri..
):
and i've got the job of telling them all abt this networking event..
ais~~ scully i miss out on some impt details :S
anw, it's tml, tml then think abt itxP
was supposed to learn excel from this guy jonathan, but in the end he says, he only needs me to do auto filtering cos all the more complex ones he'll do himself.
): din get to learn much.
ahahaha! i get to showcase my 'cutting' prowess today!!
summarising!! lol i'm quite proud of myself, like hanbing said it's quite hard to cut down on the number of words for a certain anecdote but i managed to cut by ~50 words!! woohoo! feel so accomplished!! lol
cheap thrill..
anw, today other than the time after lunch and b4 they came back from lunch, i din really slack alot which is good! :D
see? i'm not lazy, i like to have things to do! xD
yay shall go watch more cartoon KAT-TUN or go learn Kizuna's lyricsxP

Saki no koto dore hodo ni kangaete itemo
hontou no koto nante dare ni mo mienai
kuuhaku? kokoro ni nanika ga tsumatte
ayamachi bakari kurikaeshiteta

ippo zutsu de ii sa kono te wo hanasazuni
tomo ni ayunda hibi ga ikitsuzuketeru kara
BOROBORO ni narumade hikisakarete ite mo
ano toki no ano basho kienai kono kizuna

nagareyuku toki no naka ushinawanu you ni
surechigai butsu katta hontou no kimochi
kokoro ni shimiteku aitsu no omoi ni
deaeta koto ga motometa kiseki

tachidamaru koto sae dekinai kurushisa no
naka ni mieta hikari tsunagatte iru kara
usotsui tatte ii sa namida nagashite ii kara
ano toki no ano basho kienai kono kizuna

ippo zutsu de ii sa kono te wo hanasazuni
tomo ni ayunda hibi ga ikitsuzuketeru kara
BOROBORO ni narumade hikisakarete ite mo
ano toki no ano basho kienai kono kizuna

lol you should noe which is my fave line..

first day of work!
listened to KAT-TUN all the way to work, if any of you want their songs, ask me!
i recommend Kizuna heh heh.
anw, reached there quite early, so went toilet which is behind the security counter and thenthe security guard says have to register first.
'where are you gg? the customer service?'
'no, the toilet.'
LOL
then waited for catherine to come pick me up.
wah siao!
the lifts ji cool!!
there's this set of buttons outside the lifts,
then you press the floor tt you wanna go to and they'll show you like which lift to go to tt'll bring you to tt floor!!!!
cool right?!
and then the lift inside, there's no floor buttons, only open and close door buttons.
ji cool... O.O in awe of technology hahaah.
lol went 6th floor and slack quite alot throughout the day, esp after lunch,
cos i went out earlier and came back earlier,
then no one's back yet so i dno wad i need to do, so i slacked and TODAY, and did the TODAY Sudoku which is one star only!!
'too easy too easy!'
hahah i did some filing and sorting out of papers and keying in of survey info.
and the papers are indemnity forms for TIP participants!!
and i saw lynn and ttj's!!
haahahah
i saw a few other familiar names too!
like jeannie, hui shian, caiyun and shuxiang and leiping too.
i realise mostly are females, cos guys hv ns lol.
then did keying in of survey info into excel.
considerably easy for me since i'm an excel noob :P
ok gtg slp soon..
prep for another slack day!
(i slack so much, i feel like slping during the job...)

Gokusen II insert song: Kizuna by Kamenashi Kazuya
Kamenashi Kazuya acted as Odagiri Ryu in Gokusen II
and as Kindaichi Hajime in Kindaichi Shonen no Jikenbo (2005)
go watch! it's on youtube (:

lol i've been watching jap dramas these few days, mainly abs bf, kindaichi and gokusen.
then i realise how the jap actors (guys) seem to be recycled in many of the jap dramasxPP
esp for matsumoto jun, he's kindaichi and sawada shin AND domyouji in hana yuri dango.
siao O.o like he snagged all the leads la!
and i realised tt hanazawa rui is uchiyama haruhiko in gokusen.
lol his smile is so sneaky tt i just cannot imagine him acting as rui!
and tt's why i'm interested to watch hyd!
lol.. and waste more of my timexDD
yay and i like noda takeshi (:
he has a SUPER sneaky smile.. worse than wei xiao bao!
O.o
heh heh

O.o

pics of prom!! [selected ones]


b4 i put on makeup


after -.-
i think i look so much better w/o.
sigh~~ or rather, i'm more used to not having anything on my face.


adeline and weiguo with his rose-print jacket,
cos of the colour, i had thot it was dollars and bills printed on it initially!


angelique


siow kee


jaja!


lingchen


limyi


siowkee, peiwen and angelique


shuyuan


ben


with yi ze at my normal height+added height from my heels


with him after i'd obviously bent over


seng and a less-obvious bending me xP
see how amused ts was?


marc chew


weihao


jeremy


guoqi


chensin


mish


weiguo


gavin


ashley

here comes the nicer picsxD (i'm biased)

me and adeline!


me and tingwei! (me trying to act tall)


jiada and i! (after searching damn long for him!)
caught him near the end of the prom.


sisters!


blurred sisters! but actually, the effects quite nice haha!


unblurred version (:

ok now tkd pics

yize monkeyxD


eug


chelsea, xiyu, huang rong and xiao jun


huifang


nicole


jieying


yu siang


chelsea


meiying


ivan


marcus


zhiyi, junjie and liwen


tkd group! w/o lots of pple of cos..

st nicks

siak


qiubx


shinq, yiwei and flo


mich lim


andrea


ly, i wouldn't do tt if she din do it on me ):
it's a spur of the moment thing.. haha


me and ttj/tor/blah blah (ly fill in the blanks)
super preeetty right?
without her specs! look more energetic!


me and gor/lynnie/physics/missilehead xDD
super preeetty too with makeup!
and her hair + side parting! hahah!


mar mar and i!


the smug smug smugglers! (minus 1 ingrate-.-)


lynnie and dion

yay and other peeps! XD

caining


ruyi


ryan
somehow the forst thing tt attracts my eyes was the fact tt we both have the same metallic, reflective smile -.-
did i just niao myself?


yuan guang


dingyi


henghui(hope i nvr spell wrongly)


this was taken in the hotel lobby with the lobby christmas tree!
so huge and pretty and full of bling blings!!
hahah!




lol random photos of the same scenery taken while trying to get a clear shot.
this scene's from when we first stepped out of the hotel when nearly everyone else left alr.
saw some Koreans who made ly excited and did she squeal? lol
i was so tired then, i couldn't even make out there words, much less the language -.-


taken when she's slping and not looking


taken when she's slping and trying to use her 'translucent' shawl to cover her face
/1ha!!


first it's shuyuan who was eating and refused to stop bobbing his head.


then it's ben who caught the disease and turn half invisible too LOL xDD

fave pic of the day!!

tt of my hair from the back!
LOL
do i have low self esteem or wad?
-.-

took one photo tt's super funny, considering how tt person tried to run away from me!
heh but shall not post here, i'll show tt person next time!
tada~~